30 – The Messy End
(And A New Beginning), November '25


Yes, you interpreted that title correctly. This is indeed the end. After three years and 30 mixtapes I decided to end the Messy Mix series for a variety of reasons. Mainly, because I feel like it has run its natural course and I think I want to move on. It’s a good moment to call it a day here but I’m making sure to go out with a bang.
I’ve been thinking about the concept of “the end” for a bit, since right now it feels like it’s a very prominent theme in my life, on a personal and global level. I ended a longtime relationship this year, I think I finally accepted the end of my 30s and my “youth”… But this also feels like the end of other things. The end of the year? The end of liberal democracy? The end of sanity? I can’t tell you but I wanted to give this all a decent farewell with a 2h set that is all about endings but also about new beginnings.
My initial idea was indeed based on the apocalyptic scenario of an asteroid hitting the planet and making a decent end to all that nonsense. So, it gets a bit melodramatic and nihilistic in the first hour. You’ll definitely notice the moment of the meteor’s impact ‘cause things will get a bit loud then… after that the mood shifts a bit. Because there’s no such thing as a definite end because it usually only leads to a new beginning. So the tone softens a bit towards hopeful sentimentality. It’s probably about accepting that change, overcoming grief and facing whatever happens next. Life is a cycle, every closing door opens a new one… well, you get the notion.
All in all, I didn’t want to end my Messy Mix series on a sad note because despite all those big changes, you can’t deny the fact that life simply goes on. There’s no meteor in sight, so it’s upon us to write the next chapter of our lives and this planet. I’m curious to find out what that might look like for me personally.
The past three years of curating the Messy Mix series have been a tremendous joy for me as a music selector. I’m so happy that so many beloved artists joined me for this different approach of enjoying music and telling a story through this art form. Your contributions have been as inspiring as they’ve been entertaining. And what follows the end? Well, something different definitely. My love for the DJ-mix as a form of compiling music won’t go away anytime soon, so this is most likely not the last you’ll hear from me in that form. Thanks a lot for listening, folks!



























































